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A Christmas Wish

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 Dear love of my life, It's been a true emotional rollercoaster trying to figure myself out. Why I do the things I do and why I keep running circles with my emotional unavailability. And the only constant thought I never really managed to shake off the back of my mind is you. And that didn't even start with the first night we spent together, which was monumental in itself. No, it started way before that. It started the first moment my retina captured the sight of you that day at the bank when time stood still and the atom was split. And then my brain couldn't erase it. And even though at that time the possibility of me and you was only a fantasy, it eventually came true. But then I lost you and I've been searching for you ever since. And no matter how much time has passed, somehow I keep a door open for the posibility that maybe, just maybe one day I will wake up and see that beautiful smile of yours next to me.  Meanwhile I keep drowning myself in a sea of pointless pu...
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Get back on that horse

You watch her packing the last of her stuff, while you look at her thinking how you ended up in this situation in the first place. When you walked out the door this morning everything was good. You kissed her goodbye only to return home and notice her bags at the door. She looks at you with a faded expression and tells you she needs to talk to you. You quickly realize what's about to happen and your mind is projecting your last few years together and the life without her, all at the same time. Tonight you're gonna curl up in bed, with watery eyes trying to figure out how your life will be from now on. Thinking how you wished she was there to hold you and comfort you, but it's only you in the house, it's silent and the only thing that reminds you that this is not a dream is the sound of the clock, ticking on the nightstand. Everyone has been in this point at least once in his lifetime and everyone took that empty feeling right in the chest. But every end is just a new ...
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