A Christmas Wish

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 Dear love of my life, It's been a true emotional rollercoaster trying to figure myself out. Why I do the things I do and why I keep running circles with my emotional unavailability. And the only constant thought I never really managed to shake off the back of my mind is you. And that didn't even start with the first night we spent together, which was monumental in itself. No, it started way before that. It started the first moment my retina captured the sight of you that day at the bank when time stood still and the atom was split. And then my brain couldn't erase it. And even though at that time the possibility of me and you was only a fantasy, it eventually came true. But then I lost you and I've been searching for you ever since. And no matter how much time has passed, somehow I keep a door open for the posibility that maybe, just maybe one day I will wake up and see that beautiful smile of yours next to me.  Meanwhile I keep drowning myself in a sea of pointless pu...
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I've spent much time reflecting about my life and what made me who I am today, trying to be true to myself about what identifies me as an individual. One thing is for sure, I am not extraordinary in any way. I am not particularly intelligent or good looking. I am not rich or with a prominent career, nor have I excelled in life as a husband or a partner. But one thing is for sure. My transformation in interacting with women has been truly spectacular.

I have evolved from being a shy and insecure young man to being so confident with women that I am able to pick up a girl without even saying a single word (that was on my bucket list by the way). And that, my dear readers, has happened in the course of 5 years give or take.

Looking around me, I often recognize a lot of guys that find themselves pretty much where I used to be right before I decided to change my life, and I feel their pain and empathize with their hardship. Therefore I have decided to put all my knowledge and experience to good use and to provide a tool for the fellow men who have not been blessed with the natural gift of charisma and the level of emotional intelligence that other, more successful men benefit from, so that they may overcome their sorrows and become the true owners of their manhood, or, a label used most commonly by our female counterparts, "Players".

Now, some of the things i say may offend you, or may not apply to you, but one thing I can guarantee: everything that is written here is based 100% on my experience alone and it has been thoroughly tested and tried and it's up to you to acknowledge this truth and become the man that you have always dreamed of or thicken the ranks of the weak and the pussy whipped.

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